There are so many things that I doubt about myself. I begin to figure out what, or more precisely who, I miss if I am to go on to exchange for a year.

I miss some of them for the reason of responsibility, and the friendships that I owed to them.

But there are a few who are different, I genuinely miss them for the friendships and relations....in particular whether we can still be that close..

These doubts are not just on-going in my heart, but very persistant....

I begin to find myself loss in the maze again....