加拿大餐聽(𠵱？加拿大？Sarah McLachlan? Vancouver?Toronto?)的對話....
一個B、一個I呀唔該...

勢估唔到，今日雖然有人physically無出現，
竟然都可以一齊食早餐....

Prayer:

O Lord most high,
I know God wants us to be stronger through experiences on more difficult and thorny roads,
but sometimes,
we would be easily shaken because we lack the faith in ourselves,
or that we are not as capable in overcoming all the obstacles that you have laid on our way.

I, as a mortal,
cannot act anything further except to give my slightest might,
if I ever have any, to those who are in need,
and contribute whatever I can,
even though I know very clear that my contribution is incomparable to
what you have provided with us.

My Lord,
please bless _____ through her way....
I feel that she would need God,
for that you can guide her through this mist,
and the unhappiness that she faces.
I feel so powerless as I try to approach her...
I know there are so little I can help...
But as a friend,
I feel so bad as I cannot help her out,
or even just by hearing to her rants...

Please God,
give her the courage to face all those obstacles on her way,
empower her and let her recognise the values of sharing with others.
I believe,
these are the only things that I, as a friend,
can do.

In Jesus' sake, Amen.

可唔可以搵次唔好咁last minute做嘢呀.....

Push - Afterglow - Sarah McLachlan

Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do 'cause you're too good to fight about it
Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go
You won't stoop down to battle but you never turn to go

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

There are times I cant decide when I can't tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up & brush me off and tell me I'm OK
sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

有乜嘢會可以令一個好眼瞓的人，
突然間好醒呢？

答案係：
交通費突然間係由好貴變得好平...
結果令到好眼瞓的阿媽，
突然間雙眼發青光....

因為佢有佢嘅方法，
可以一毫子都唔駛俾就搭到車，
但係聽到有架好平的巴士，
結果....

佢就雙眼發青光....

唔得呀....

唔制呀.....

我要做起份死人嘢呀.....

人大了，
不應該是更懂事嗎？
怎麼會令一個自己珍惜的朋友哭起來？

我不知道...
我只知道自己很沒用....
或許我應該為自己打算一下，
但我可以打算甚麼？

我不可以再沉下去，
因為再沉下去，
也改變不了好些事...

但我很清楚的一件事，
就是我的角色只是一個facilitator，
我的角色就是把人們帶到一起，
然後....
然後，我就離開了...

或許我不喜歡這個角色，
但我不喜歡又可以怎麼呢？
跟上帝討價還價？
跟我最愛的朋友們說嗎？
跟我的媽媽說，為何要教導我是這麼generous的一個人嗎？

這些都顯然不是好的方法...
最好的方法，
是把這個角色演活，
把命運要我帶到一起的人們，
帶他們一起去，
這樣，
我想，
我的心會是最安樂的，
縱然......


我的心是三百萬個不願意......

救命呀...
我份project呀..
仲有幾個鐘就要俾個lecturer睇，
但係...

我...

仲...

未...

做...

呀!!!!!!!!!!

聽Jonathan話，
試吓搵一搵自己唔得嘅嘢先：

1. 做人唔太aggressive..唔係話我要具多少少侵掠性，而係我唔夠清楚自己的目標....
同埋有目標, for whatever reasons, 都唔多肯去試。

2. 太過懶....呢個唔講...

3. 對自己太過鬆....好多時候都會為自己失敗找藉口，咁到頭來一事無成，
呢個當然係自己的錯喇.....

4. 做人唔得有信心....
對自己無信心，點可以奢求人哋會信你呀？

5. 太過procrastinate...
唔明人哋點解procrastinate都做到，但係自己就唔得....個原因係，因為我唔係懶，
係根本唔識得去motivate自己.....

數著咁多，如果唔係，我果part的project就要一死以害天下喇...

旅行三寶

唔同意都好，
呢幾樣又的確係好緊要的....

雖然，
我唔會帶PowerBook出去旅行...
但係iPod....就真係唔帶都唔得喇....

見住董建華出嚟講釋法，
真係好想一棍打暈佢.....
咩道理嚟ga?
唔係話2007/08有無普選呢個問題，
而係你竟然同我哋講，
香港社會係無共識....

我唔介意而家無，
我都唔介意你話俾我聽，
呢個係中央的意思，
我只係討厭你話，
香港係無共識....

呢個，
根本係盲都睇到的大話，
唔好呃我....

好在老豆無端端北上，
跟住佢又留低咗部mobile俾屋企用，
結果解咗我(少少)已經米已成炊的問題，
就係我個mobile已經爆咗成300分鐘...

好驚呀..

唔記得post呢個俾大家睇...

點解？
呢度應該有好多人都知我係一個唔靚仔，甚至可以話係核核突突tim...
但係一定要俾大家見識吓我有幾唔靚仔。

所以，
大家不如睇吓有人果啲相，
估吓邊個係我？
當然要留comment先知道邊個答中喇...

有機會大仙咗陣長途，
都真係好耐都無聽過佢話點喇...
回想起佢番咗香港果段日子係我最開心的，
而家都唔算好差，
但係真係仲爭啲啲...

或許係時候好明白朋友相處之道喇...
同埋見到我嘅朋友咁開心，
自己都希望可以開心啲，
有時候，啲嘢未必咁差嘅....

有時候真係唔知自己諗乜。

如果我係咁樣對自己，

我諗唔單止對的自己唔公平，

which is still not the main part of the problem.....

但係會對自己身邊的人太過唔公平....

真係三思喇....