親愛的6/7A朋友們 -- 貝澳CAMP!!!

日期: 19-21.08.2005
第一日入營的集合時間: 12:00 nn @ 東涌地鐵站
地點: 貝澳 (已有渡假屋作實)
暫時預計費用: ~$400@

到底最後埋單可以有幾平，
就睇各位有幾踴躍參與喇....

響呢度或者我個xanga留個message啦....

都應該無事喇...
大家做返好朋友咪好囉~~

夫復何求?

一眾6/7A的好友，
我地都無乜攪過個可以過夜的gathering...

唔知大家有無興趣呢?
日期: 19-21.08.2005
地點: 暫定大嶼山塘福
預算: 約每人四百蚊左右...
Programme: 大家可以俾下意見...

有興趣的，
響呢度留低個msg啦...

亦請幫手forward開去...

Well...
Back to Ying Wa to see the release of CE result today..
luckily Soy was doing quite well, got 17 points.

Had some good laughs during lunch hour,
but don't know why I was lost when I was left alone.
Can I bear the boredom?
Or is it related to the whole matter?

Gotta stay strong.
Gotta recover from the whole matter.
Cannot afford to be that fragile again.
I know I can,
I know there are some of the matters which I can do much much better than what I have been doing.

I am looking forward to go to gym tomorrow,
gotta run myself out,
inject some new energy into my life.
Learn to stay cool,
learn to be strong,
learn to tackle all challenges ahead of me.

Keep it GOIN'

Started to read a bit of Anthony Trollope's "Can You Forgive Her? - A Palliser Novel-".
Intended to learn something from the novel,
but unluckily I was repulsed by the language that the author employed...

It was mid-Victorian.
It was written by a politican/clergy
It was not just clumsy...

But it's like judgment from the House of Lords!!!! Damn it!
I have enough from my daily reading of cases,
why should I still have to bear with such language in leisure reading?

That's not fair for me...

It's for such reasons, therefore, I am switching to read Nabokov's Collected Stories...
I don't know why I am always obsessed with Russian writers, and I feel that I have made the right choice:

1. The Wood-Sprite
Well, it's like a dream. People always love talking and thinking to themselves, but sometimes illusions do happen, especially when they miss things/people around them very much...

2. Russian Spoken Here
Looks like a fantasy that made imprisonment real, at home. Talking about what the Soviet did to Russians? I don't know...

3. Sounds..
Quite a funny story to put the readers into the story as well,
especially the need to involve in a section when the reader,
have to be a female (which I ain't) and knows how to play piano...(Gosh, this is never something that I can learn even if I will):P
this story looks so funny...

難道一下子又長大了不少?

暫時不敢確定自己是否如是...
但，可喜的，
是自己也感覺到一些轉變...

希望不是只在這件事發生以後的一段短時間，
而是認真的，長期的改變，
這樣才是一個有得著、進步的人。

想來...
今次的事讓自己成長不少...

或許有一點盼望..
人會活得快樂一點...
但我不想這個盼望留下來...
一天最終變成自己心中的一根刺...

前事留下的刺已經不少，
又何必再加多一根呢?

反而，
找到自己錯在那裡...
好好記於心中，
修正它們，
總比起老是在想往日的事來得積極，
來得更有幫助。

今天都要多謝不少好友，
尤其是陪了我一整天的懷智...

或許我們碰巧都需要一個伴...(說笑的，我知道你沒有事都願意做我的聆聽者...)
唔想俾自己亂諗野，
亦都希望可以有個人呻下...

相信七天之後，
我會再次重生的...

無從抵賴....

we have broken apart
so sorry

ika's blog shifts to:
www.xanga.com/ikayaya

keep it going